here i go again

oh my...
it has been long, long time
about 3 months ago, since i last blogging

at times, i thought of scrapping off
my blog(s) altogether
i must admit, i did lose
the momentum, the interest
to write and to blog anymore

but hey, hell no !!!
i am not that easy to quit
i am not that person

macam lirik lagu Aliff Aziz
"namun bagi lelaki macam aku
tak mau berakhir kerna begitu"

hehe..

ah well.. here i am..

hmmm..
was in Malaysia.. last March
for about 3 weeks or so
attending to mum's condition mostly
with, of course, the support of
my siblings and dad

long story cut short
here's the update of on mak's condition;
- mak setuju and undergone the operation
potong (part of) kaki kanan
until paras bawah lutut sikit
that was on 17 of March
- mak no longer in pain (unbearable pain)
now, sedang jaga and tunggu luka operation
to heal, and of course, continue with life
as normal as it can be
insyaAllah.. aminn..

throughout the whole process
since last October
and especially during the toughest period
(that is few weeks before the operation)
my adik-adik and abah
was being very helpful and strong
and mak was the strongest of course

tak dapat nak describe in words
how bersyukur and berterima kasih
kepada abah dan adik-adik
for being fully attentive and supportive
in ensuring mak to have and to be in
the best possible condition and ways
in whatever situation and predicament

sesungguhnya..
syurga itu terletak
di bawah telapak kaki ibu

and to witness all these
with my very own eyes
was indeed a bigger privillege

alhamdulillah..
now, mak dah makin bertenaga
sebab dulu mak selalu penat
and lagi sakit sebab tahan sakit

now, mak dah ada and banyak selera
nak makan dan minum
(of course, with several dos and donts)

mak been discharged
couples of week ago
now kat umah je
and now dah boleh naik-turun and pakai
kerusi roda, by herself, unattended
the progress is promising
abah told me semalam, via phone
insyaAllah..

above all, the situation
did turn the closeness in my family
closer than we could imagine
with my siblings mostly
whom had been growing up so fast
and definitely growing up to be a better person
aminnn..

sejarah mengajar kita erti dewasa

thank you.. to all..
for your prayers and support
hanya Allah mampu membalasnya